La Corda of My Life

Did you ever read a manga entitled La Corda D'Oro ??

It's a story of a girl name Hino Kahoko a student of General Education of Seiso Academy that knows nothing about playing music. One day she meets a music fairy named Lili who gives her a magical violin which everyone can play as long as as long as they know the tune and play it with heart.

So, she manages to join the prominent musical competition, that so far only the very best students of Music  School had been chosen for joining. They doubt Hino because she's not from the Music School . But thanks to the magical violin she can handle it, she can prove to them that she can play it well or even better from another contestant.

That's a little summary...

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I'm envy her, Hino Kahoko.

Envy her alot.

Not because those handsome boys of Music School finally fall in love with her, but...

let me tell you my story...

It's really like i was there too. Seiso Academy, Music School. Surrounded by a lot of people like those in the comic. All instrument that they touch became a stunning music that nobody will get bored of hearing.
I was there, almost like Hino Kahoko, maybe better because i  have very little background of music.  But, somehow i believed myself for joining the competition with them.

And they doubt me. I wish i could make it happen, but i have no Lili nor magical violin that could make me suddenly become a talented player.
So, there i was. Just make myself looked very pathetic around.

And,

they kicked me out...
Well, that's predictable, but that's still got me very depressed and even thought of quit everything about music.

But then, i thought it once again.

If i quit here i will get nothing besides rotten guitar in the corner of my room.
I know i have to keep practicing, until one day i found my own magical guitar which i can play as long as i know the song and play it with my heart.

Hoping for that day to come...


i will always playing, at least for my own self to hear...